life:giftorcurse?

i'minpain.i'msuffering.i'msufferingsomuchthatidon'tevenrealisei'minpain. let'sbelieveinNOTHINGforasecond.detachment:nothingtomiss,nothingtohave,nothingtofear.great. livingisn'tsobad,igettomeetreallyintertingpeople,expressmyselfandfallinlove.though,idohvetolietomyselftobelieveanyofthisismeaningful.theabilitytoquestionsepeatesmefromthebeatswhichdwell,eagertotakeourplaceuponthetwistedpyramidalheirachyoftheworld.theabilitytoquestionandyetnotrecieveANSWERS.theinsatiablehunger.theunquenchablethirst. suffering?acurse?

JUSTkillyourself

askwhyuntillyoudie.lookatyourlife.whyareyoulivingit?isitheadinganywhere?whobenfitsfromyourexistence?whatdoyouenjoyaboutlife?whydoyouenjoyit,REALLY?isitworthit?areyouhappy?REALLY?REALLY?

WHYAREWE

purpose-isthehopesomeonehasindoingsomethingintentially.bythisdefinition,ifweareallamistake(failedabortionsoftheuniverse)thentheretruelyisnopurposeforus,andweneedtofindnewwordsforwhatwearesearchingfor.
whatareyouatheistsdoingrightnow,cantfindanothertwaytorebel?adeityistheonlythingthatshouldbekeepingyouallalivenow.withoutsuchwearealljustmistakesandshouldendourPURPOSELESSexistencesimmediately.ahigherpowerisouronlyclaimtosocietiesSANITY.weDOneedbeliefinordertogiveuspurposetocontinue...withoutit,thereisNOPOINT.
fuckyouall

purpose

arecentlyexploredconceptofpurpose,specificallyrelatingtome,hasbeenthatofleavingalastingimpressiononthisworld. afollowupquestionmightbe,why?well,whyisteintialquestioncoincidentally,inthatitistheconstantaskingofWHYthatleadtothissomewhatlogicalnotionofahigherpurpose.reasonbeing,logicallythereisnowayofdeterminingwhywelive-whetherthereisapurposeornot. itisatthisdeadendwhenmostturntothequestionableactof:religiouspractice,whichanswersafewquestionswhilstsimultaneouslycreatingseveralmore. itisbasedonthefactthatthepowerquestionisinfinite,thatwerejecttheideaofpurpose.ifoneweretoevenuncoverahigherpurpose,therewouldbesomereasonforaneedforthatpurpose-inotherwords,anotherpurpose.thisinfiniteloophasbeenusedbymanyasanooseuponwhichtheyhangtheirhopes.CUTtheline-beirrational.sometimes.

iwanttowantagain

wantsarejustthereforustostrivetowardsandgiveussomethingtowasteourlivesworkingtowards,oftentonoprevail. unfortunatelyidonothaveanambitionorpurposeandthereforewantnothing,right?

wearealllimitedwhenweKNOW

sometimesknowledgecanbeharmfulltothosewhoarenotreadyforitsgrace.somequestionsaretherenottobeanswered,simplytoletusfillinourowngaps/tocreateourownstory.thisisLIFE.theideathatlifealreadyhastheanswers,andthattheyarejustwaitingtobefound,istheideaofDESTINY.ifdestinyweretoexist,therewouldbenoneedforUSto.likeabadbook/movie,lifewouldbecomePREDICTABLE.butwhowouldbetheonereadingthisbookthattheyhadwritten?onewouldoftenfindthemselvesboredwithsuchanidea.thisiswherefreeWILLcomesintoplayisitforustodiscoverthemeaningoflifeorisitsimplytheretoOCCUPYourexistence?